Confession.

本当に誰かと付き合いたい。Hontōni dare ka to tsukiaitai.
まだボーイフレンドを持ったことがない。Mada bōifurendo o motta koto ga nai.
馬鹿、どこにいるの。 Baka, doko ni iru no.
諦められないよ。Akirame rarenai yo.

  
Translation :
I really want to date someone. 
I haven't had a boyfriend yet … (EVER). 
Where are you idiot? 
I won't give up!

Found this while internet surfing and I find it very sincere! It. may. sound. despe ........ rate but yeah. Whatever. I find you very interesting, woman. Hats off! I'm Shela. I've never had a boyfriend too. At least, not a serious one. Now, at 27 ( in few more days ) I'm ready for a relationship and I'm having some issues finding one. I wish I was slim or cute or pretty. People online seem to think I’m not bad looking ( really, thanks to all the phone apps that existed ) but in real life I might as well be a potato or something. Kthxbye. 

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Deep.

Bersama janji kau sentuh rasa percaya. Hangat dingin mu mengundang rindu kecewa. Hanya aku dihuni sepi rasa kasihmu. Hanya ku yang mencari. Rembulan masih ada. Mungkin seketika. Walau ku bahagia mengejar bayanganmu. Tak mungkin ku beroleh saat indah bersamamu. Hanya aku

Apakah mungkin berulang janji setia. Apakan kekal ataupun menyambut duka. Dan dirimu di janji Sang Sempurna. Dan kecewa kini di pulih rasa kasihmu. Hanya ku yang mencari. Rembulan masih ada. Mungkin seketika. Walau ku bahagia mengejar bayanganmu. Tak mungkin ku beroleh saat indah bersamamu. Hanya aku

Dihuni rasa rindu. Hanya ku yang mencari. Rembulan masih ada. Mungkin seketika. Walau ku bahagia mengejar bayanganmu. Tak mungkin ku beroleh saat indah bersamamu. Dingin rasa kasihmu. Bagai bintang bersemi. Rindu janji bicara. Kekal selamanya. Walau sekadar mimpi. Tak pernah ku peduli. Selamanya kan ku pasti merindui dirimu. Hanya aku

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Birthday Wishlist.

Figured I’d share what I would like to have this year, I know the list is probably and as always, unattainable, but it doesn't hurt to put it out in the world! Let see where it goes then.

1. More books.

I mean books have entirely been my escape and I would love to have more times to escape into completely different and interesting and wonderful worlds the authors created themselves. I'd love to explore more in the imaginations of these authors and I dunno, get lost in them. ;)

2. Longchamp Le Pliage.

I know everyone has these, but I still want them. It is a must-have for people who are looking for a casual, all purpose sort of bag. Like me, who's just love to campak everything inside, would be very convenient. Just can't decide myself, these 4 are beautiful, aren't they? Or or Cambridge Satchel Neon 13". Uuuuuuuu verangans. 

3. Red Velvet  cake.

I'm craving for this cake even if I'd have it everyday. Though I'm pretty sure it would still taste like a normal cake but the cream cheese aiyoooo droolings. Sigh. I want one for my birthday puhlease! NOMNOMNOM

4. Marc By Marc Jacobs Ladies Sunglasses ( Brown Bronze Violet ).

I most definitely love love love this shades! Reason : I want them to complete my birthday look. B)

5. Fossil Ansel.

Used to have this in my secondary school and I also have lost it already, so it's not a sin to have it now, I guess. Reminiscing back the good old days would be great tho, watches is one of my most precious possessions! I wouldn't mind, if I could have more & more watches! : )

6. Boots.

So um. I LOVE THIS. So yea.

7. Fujifilm Instax 8 Mini Camera.

I have no idea why is this thang ended up in my wishlist. But one thing for sure, that catches my eyes is that, Y U SO ADORABLEEE?!

Apart of my normal wishlist; these are ...................................................................... my ;

IMPOSSIBLE BIRTHDAY WISHLIST :

1. Full-expense paid trip to The Wizarding World of Harry Potter (and back) so that I could have Butter Beer with Harry Pott. er, (this is not typo if u know what I'm sayin)

2. Gryffindor Uniform

3. Meet and Greet with Logan Lerman *omg dropping jaw moment*

And now that’s all that I can think of … okay. Some of my wishes might be too expensive and impossible to give. It's actually okay if I don't actually receive all of what's listed on top because I would slowly buy it for me after all. Just it would take some timelah. Mmmpph. Deep inside I wish my money would have sex in my purse and multiply. Gagagaga. Oop oop oop oop oop oppa gangnam stylee! 

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The juggler.

My life right now.

#584 JOURNEY TO THE BUG

So I have said on my precvious ahh ni namanya nak cakap previous campur precious so jadinya *#&%^ meaning benda yang aku nak story ni tersangatlah penting dalam idop gedebak gedebuk kebaboom sampai takde masa nak tekan backspace yang mana aku nak buat countdown stairways to the Beetle bug weehoo! setelah dikira-kira tolak campur darab bahagi aku nak own my Beetle bug by end of 2014 which means accurate date 31st Dec 2014 bermakna akan mengambil masa selama 584 days or 1 year 7 months and 5 days to complete to be specific and my mission towards it starts TODAY okay sila baca balik dalam satu nafas

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Hallo handsome!

dis is mah man, bitches

Tujuan Hidup.

Tomorrow I should finish Skinny Bastard's book. Schedule. End of 2013 my weight loss should be 30kgs and above which more or less 5kgs/month loss to be specific. Short term 6 months intensive workout. Or just continue my dancing class. Lose weight. This time should lose more weights. For the sake of I wanna look fabulous on my vw beetle 21st century when I own one .. someday. || Tuesday will renew my passport. Will be away in August. Work my pt harder for the sake of extra money. Earn more so I can spend more & when I spend more, I won't feel bad; that's ze very important. Won't regret on every penny spent while travelling. It's my precious. ||  By the time of 2014. Finish everything. Make sure there is enough money. Beetle. More savings. Sufficient knowledge to start another business. Read more books. Should start on my first investment plan. ||  End 2014. Beetle ready. Steady businesses + life. Continue savings savings savings. Travel with ma anywhere. Berbakti kpd ma till the world ends. Tujuan hidup. None of it is about marriage. Or having a boyfie. Because I know it takes two to tango like they said to make it work. Kalau tujuan2 atas tu, I definitely can do it alone. And I don't mind at all.

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Long hiatus.

Salam,

Well it's already the end of fifth month of 2013 and I was tend just to write one post YEAY! (even though I have deleted it due to my personal esteem issues) one post means that my new year's resolutions still making a progress though. Yeah, time actually loves me, but I never had enough, that I wish I have more than 24 hours a day. Today I would like to talk about random things. Or I just wanna be random talking as if anyone cares. The fact that I don't think anyone ever gonna read my blog, well hey feel free TO NOT READ my blog! :P

#1 I should say that I'd turn TWO SEVEN TWO this year in just few days from now. Don't know ( I don't know about you but I'm feeling TWENTY TWOO~) whether I should be happy about it cause I'd turn a year wiser or sad about it cause I'd turn a year older. Whichever, I just hope that I have an awesome birthday and I may stay young as my heart says. :3

#2 Awkward. Why do some guys think that being nice to them is flirting? Why do they not just chill instead of perasan pulak dahh? It’s so damn annoying! Moreover, if when you're being avoided because of that. Ass. I’m being nice, it doesn't mean I'm flirting or that I like you in the sense. ( Even if it's true that I like you, you have your rights to not like me back, duhh ) Stop making it awkward. Just because I don't have a boyfriend, it doesn't mean that I'll flirt with the first guy I can or that I'm desperate enough to settle for just anyone. Because I am not. Big ego much? NO. It's in order to avoid coming off as "creepy". Another thing about me, I’m bad at reading people. And with that said, vice versa; if you flirt with me and I don’t flirt back, please don’t take it personally, I’m horrible at noticing things like that unless someone bluntly tells me they’re flirting with me because. That is all.

#3 After this I would like to make my blog as a journal, countdown for me to well .... you just wait and stay tuned! Hehe. :B


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